Do you remember your first sexual experience? No, I don't mean the first time you actually had sex, but the first time you knew of its existence. I remember mine like it was yesterday and I wonder (not often, but I wonder) how it effected me.
I was five years old ... kindergarten grade or so (no this isn't THAT kind of story). My parents were young and let's just say my dad's porn stash was impressive. I was always a daddy's girl so I would sneak back out of the bed to see where he was and what he was doing.
*Now to be clear, I never witnessed him masturbating or anything else* Typically he would fix a sandwich and just watch.
I'm a "watcher" now, what you would call voyeurism (I'll go into that on another post).
Anyhoo, I would sneak out of the bed and hide in the hall. At the time I didn't know WHAT the people were doing but they were clearly enjoying it. That one moment in time is what set the wheels in motion.
It turned out to be an every night situation, until I eventually got caught. After that he would turn the TV around so I couldn't watch anymore. So that's it ... short and sweet ... my first introduction was via porn. That experience helped jumpstart my motor and I've been slightly sex obsessed since then. The main thing that sticks out in my mind was *it feels good*, sex is supposed to FEEL GOOD.
Now, my definition of what *tickles my twat* may not feel good to you. That's why I'm taking my time to explore what that really means to me and gain knowledge from others.
I'm a Scorpio, sex is kinda my thing, and I'll try anything twice.
Tell me in the comments what your first experience was like!!!
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